Cool-headed cowboy Drew Laramie left Larch Valley, promising Jen O’Keefe he’d return. When he didn’t, she moved on.  Now the childhood sweetheart Jen had stopped waiting for is back! And he’s asking her for one last dance…

One Dance With The Cowboy will also be released in the UK as part of a 2 in 1 edition in January 2010 - look for this gorgeous cover!

Excerpt 

CHAPTER ONE

     There were times in life you either had to go big, or go broke.

     Jen’s fingers paused on the pen, the cool tube turning warm and slippery in her hand as the room suddenly seemed hot and stifling.  The loan papers sat before her and the numbers swirled in front of her eyes. 

     “Ms. O’Keefe?”

     She looked up from the papers, her lightweight sweater cloying, the yellow silk scarf strangling as her breath shallowed. It was such a lot of money, after all.  The new bank manager’s face frowned a little at her continued hesitation.

     She took a breath, looked down, and signed her name – once, twice, three times.

     She clicked the pen closed, feeling at once a euphoric blend of fear and excitement.  Risk taking was not her specialty.  But over the years she’d learned it was a necessary evil at times.  She’d run the numbers until she could cite them by rote.  Everything she’d done told her this was a good move.  A necessary move.

     But seeing it in black and white, knowing that what she’d built so far could be swept away with one failure…it was enough to take a girl’s breath away.

     She would not hyperventilate.  She would not.

     She rose, shook the manager’s hand.  Not the same man who’d given her the first loan for Snickerdoodles; he’d been a friend of her father’s and had retired last year, taking his jar of Tootsie Roll Pops with him.  This man was in his late thirties, still exuding that air of big city rather than small town.  It wasn’t the same.  It didn’t give her that sense of security that she could really use right now.

     Snickerdoodles Bakery was about to transform in Snickerdoodles Café and Catering, and if she’d miscalculated, she’d lose it all.

     “Congratulations, Ms. O’Keefe.”

     “Thanks.”  She smiled thinly, extricating her hand from his clasp.  Watched as he slid her copy of the papers into a portfolio, handing it to her with a smile.

     “Let us know if you need anything at all,” he suggested, and she picked up her bag.

     Need anything?  There were enough zeroes on the dotted line that she hoped to God she wouldn’t need a single thing more…ever. 

     She was nearly to the glass doors when the nerves hit full force. 

     She’d done it.  She’d just remortgaged everything she had – including her house - to finance a complete refurbishment of her bakery.

     She had to be crazy.

     She scrambled to get outside, into some fresh air that might hold off the rising panic attack.  If she could just get to one of the park benches lining Main Avenue, she’d sit and put her head between her knees. 

     She pushed frantically through the doors, the vision of a bench swimming deliciously before her eyes. Except that half way there, her shoulder encountered a solid wall that took every last bit of oxygen from her lungs.  The contact sent her staggering, the portfolio sliding out of her hands and skidding down the concrete sidewalk before coming to rest against a half-height barrel newly filled with petunias, lobelia, and some sort of trailing plant.

     Warm, strong hands gripped her biceps, keeping her from falling on her rump in the middle of noon foot-traffic. She looked up, opened her mouth to speak, but instead fought to inhale now that the April wind had been completely knocked out of her.  Her mouth gaped and flapped as she fought for air to rush back into her lungs.  And if the jolt hadn’t stolen her breath, the man attached to the hands definitely would have.

     Finally, blessed oxygen rushed in and she gasped.  Her head was tipped back as she looked way up into a too-familiar face.  She saw the shock and confusion firing in his hazel eyes for just a moment, wondered if the same emotions were mirrored from her own.  It seemed like years of memories raced between them, though only a few seconds passed.  His eyes cleared, cooled.  Setting her firmly on her feet, he let her go briefly to retrieve her folder of papers, and brought them back to her, holding them out as she fought to calm the hammering of her heart.

     “Hello, Jen.”

     Somehow her hand slid out to take the folder from him, while the warm, slightly rough sound of his voice sank deep into her consciousness.  His hands were gone from her arms now, and her skin felt cold in their absence, even though it was the first time he’d touched her in many, many years. 

     “Hello, Drew.”

     The moment she said it she felt the blush creeping up her neck, hoped that her scarf camouflaged her flushed skin.  She’d been the only one to ever call him Drew.  Everyone else had called him by his full name…Andrew.  Not Andy, or any other shortened version.  Drew had been saved just for her. They both knew it.  And Jen saying it had suddenly transported them to a place deep in the past. Somewhere she hadn’t ever wanted to go again.  Self-conscious, she raised one trembling hand to smooth the tendrils of hair that were escaping what had been her attempt at a sophisticated twist.  When she realized what she was doing, she dropped her hand abruptly.  She didn’t need to preen for Andrew Laramie.

     “Are you okay?”

     She looked up into his mossy-gold eyes again, tucked the portfolio under an arm and resisted the urge to straighten her white sweater and matching skirt.  What are you doing here?  Why are you back?  How long are you staying?  All those questions raced through her mind but she would not ask any of them, not after the way he’d treated her the last time he’d been home.  The rebuff still stung.  The answers shouldn’t matter anyway.  It was a public street.  He had as much a right to be in Larch Valley as anyone.  He owned half of the Lazy L Ranch, and everyone knew it.  Just as they knew the place had been abandoned for the better part of a year.

     “I’m fine, thank you.”  She brushed a hand down her skirt simply to be doing something other than gawping at his too-handsome face.

     “You’re pale.  Are you feeling all right?” He peered closer, his eyes clouded with concern.

The question erased the panicky thoughts about the bakery and a flash of annoyance flickered through her. What right did he have to worry about her now?  None!

     “I’m not one of your horses you can doctor, Andrew.” This time she made sure she used his full first name.  She adopted the most aloof expression she could and stepped back, adjusting the strap of her bag on her shoulder.  “What are you doing here, anyway?  Shouldn’t you be getting ready for the Derby or something?  I’d think the racing season’d be keeping you mighty busy.”

     She knew she sounded obnoxious and wished she could take back the words.  It was petty and not her style. After all this time, she shouldn’t let him rattle her.

It was no secret in Larch Valley that Andrew Laramie had gone on to a sparkling career in veterinary medicine, working in the racing industry south of the border.  His dad, for all their falling out, had been proud of it.  He’d said so every time she’d gone to visit him.  It was a low blow to throw it back at Andrew, but she couldn’t seem to help it now that she was face to face with him.  Just seeing him, in the middle of town on a busy Monday afternoon put her on the defensive.   

Maybe when he’d been home for the funeral they might have talked, put things to rest.  But he’d spurned any sort of conversation, deliberately ignoring her when she’d reached out to him, put her hand on his arm in sympathy.  She had only wanted to help, but he’d barely acknowledged her presence, brushing by her after the final prayer with only a sidelong glance.  It had only confirmed the fact that she needed to stop making herself available for him to hurt her.  Once had been more than enough.  She tended to learn her lessons.

     “I’m not working in Virginia any more.”

     That wasn’t current news and she struggled to hide her surprise. “Greener pastures?”

     His gaze landed on her, the censure in them heavy and she lifted her chin in response.

     “The Jen I remember never copped an attitude.”

     “The Jen you remember was a long time ago.”  She said it quickly, doubting he knew how much she’d truly loved him back then.

     His eyes softened, almost resigned, as he agreed. “Yes, she was.  I’m sorry for that.”

     It was like he knew exactly what she was thinking – he’d always had an uncanny knack for it, and the last thing she wanted from him was understanding.  Not now.  What was he sorry for?  His remark, or a whole lot more?  The fact that she wanted to know was frightening enough and sent up a warning siren.  No, she had to get out of here.  Whatever had brought him to Larch Valley, she was sure something more important would take him right back out again.  He was probably out to sell the ranch.  Goodness knows he didn’t need it, or want it.  He never had.  She’d seen how his determination to stay away had hurt his father; it had hurt her knowing he had turned his back on all of them.  Now he could pocket all his lovely money and keep on with his oh-so-important career.

     “I should get back, I have work to do,” she said, aiming for polite civility. She should just go her own way and get on with things, like she’d been doing for several years now.

     “Me too,” he replied, but his gaze still held hers trapped within it. He lifted his hand and she froze as one long finger tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear.  Goosebumps erupted down her arms, shivering against the cool, early spring air. 

     Then he stood back, tucking his hands into his jeans pockets.  “I’ll see you around, Jen.”

     He went past her, continuing west on Main Avenue, while she was left standing in the middle of the concrete sidewalk.  She highly doubted she’d see him again, when all was said and done. 

     She straightened her sweater and squared her shoulders. Today was one of those freak encounters, nothing more.  Tomorrow she’d still be here, and he’d be gone. 

     As she pointed her white pumps towards her Bakery a block away, she reminded herself that leaving was what Andrew did best.

     This time wouldn’t be any different.

From One Dance With The Cowboy by Donna Alward

Harlequin Romance, January 2010

Copyright 2010 by Donna Alward

Cover art used with permission

This edition published by arrangement with Harlequin Books S.A.

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